I Don’t Lose Sleep Anymore

Used to wake with shaking hands, See old faces in the sand. Hear their voices through the dark, Every whisper left a mark.

Used to count the things I’d done, Try to measure what I’d become. But guilt gets thin when nights get long — And long nights made me strong.

You carry weight, You carry blame. But after years — It ain’t the same.

I don’t lose sleep anymore, That door’s been shut. No shadows pacing on the floor, No second thoughts. I made my peace with who I am, What I’ve done before. You can knock — But I don’t lose sleep anymore.

Preacher said I’d pay in dreams, Said my mind would split at seams. But fear gets tired of chasing men Who won’t run from it again.

I don’t rewind what’s been set loose, I don’t tighten every noose. Some roads bend and some roads break — Mine just don’t shake.

You face it once. You face it twice. After that — It loses bite.

I don’t lose sleep anymore, No ghosts in the hall. No cold sweat running to the door, No guilt at all. I wear my scars like iron and bone, Not something I ignore. You can judge — But I don’t lose sleep anymore.

If I burn — I burn awake. If I fall — I don’t break.

I don’t lose sleep anymore, No fear in the dark. No trembling hands on the floor, No missing parts. You can whisper my name in doubt, You can settle every score — But I don’t lose sleep anymore.

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